■Kise's POV■

I drive my car and check the time, I still have two hours before work. I head to a cafe that Y/N likes and buy her favorite pudding.

Kise: excuse me, please pack two of this pudding...

Seller: ah yes right... um...

I look at the seller who stares at me

Seller: um you're Kise Ryouta right?

Kise: yes...

Then I hear as my surroundings became noisy. All eyes are on me, some girls have come my way.

Girl1: kise san, whoa... um can I take a pict together with you?

Girl2: me too, me too...

The day of when Y/N git hit by a car came into my mind. That day, maybe if I didn't stop to talk with the girls, I could prevents last week accident from happening.

Kise: I'm sorry...

I give my card to pay for the pudding and take the box.

Kise: I have to see someone at the hospital... I'm in a hurry...

With that I left the store and head to the hospital.

As I stand in front of her room, I hear Y/N's mother and Hyouka's voice. I slides the door open and the three people inside looks my way.

Y/N's mother: oh my, Ryouta... don't you have work today?

Kise: ah yes, but I still have time before it started.

I look at Y/N and she smiles at me.

Y/N: Ryou san, good morning...

Seeing her looking better then yesterday.

Kise: good morning Y/N... here I bought you pudding...

I puts the box in front of her and she opens the box to see what's inside  her eyes lit as she look at her favorite pudding.

Y/N: they looks good

Yes... you like them so much...

Kise & Hyouka: it's your favorite pudding-

I look at Hyouka and she also looks my way. She and I aren't that close, as I thought of her as someone who stole Y/N from me back in Kaijo.

She knows her favorite too...

Y/N: really... um then can I eat one?

Y/N's mother: of course you can...

Kise: here let me help you with that...

I take the box from Y/N's lap and pulls one of the pudding out. But that pudding was being snatches from me.

Hyouka: Y/N, I'll feed you okay~

Y/ N's right hand is broken, she's not a left hand user so she needs someone to feed her. I was planning on doing it but Hyouka is faster. But

Y/N's mother: but Hyouka chan, isn't your class will start in 30 minutes?

I immediately look at Hyouka who's stares at her phone to check the time and then looks up at me with a glare.

Ha!

Kise: well, you can't be late to class... rigt Y/N

Y/N: um right... uh you can't be late to study...

With that I grab the pudding from her hand and take it away.

Kise: then I'll help Y/N to eat...

She looks mad but then look away. She stands up and hugs Y/N.

Hyouka: Y/N, I hope you'll get well soon... it's okay take your time to remember...

Y/N: I'm sorry for not remembering anythin-

Hyouka: don't apologize okay... mrs. L/N my boyfriend and I will deliver Y/N stuff in my apartment to your place...

Y/N's mother: ah that will be helpful, thank you Hyouka...

So it's true... she stayed with Hyouka...

Hyouka look at me and narrow her eyes.

Hyouka: well, good bye...

Kise: yeah, bye...

With that, Hyouka left us.

■3rd Person POV■

Kise opens the lid of the pudding and take a spoon of the soft pudding. He brings it close to Y/N's mouth.

Kise: here... aaah

Y/N opens her mouth and eat the pudding. As the soft pudding and the sweet caramel spread in her mouth her eyes widened.

A smile formed on her face and she looks at Kise happily.

Y/N: it's delicious!

Kise feels his heart warmed by the sight of Y/N's happy face. He can't help himself from smiling.

Kise: is it that good? You like it?

Y/N nods her head and Kise scoops another one for Y/N and brings it close to her mouth.

Kise: well then, I'll bring you more later... here another one...

Kise happily feed Y/N and after he's done. He excuse himself.

Kise: well, I have to leave for work now...

Y/N's mother: ah right, thank you Ryouta...

Y/N: Ryou san... thank you so much for coming here... and for the pudding...

Kise can't help himself to gently brushes Y/N's bang to the side.

Kise: I'll see you later okay...

With that Kise left the room and Y/N watches him leave. She doesn't remember him but her heart feels warm when Kise's around. She's happy when he's here.

Kise arrived at the photo studio and meet his manager. Just then he hears as someone says that Kinana and some other models are hanging together at the lounge.

Kise felt bad for leaving her another day and for not spending time with her, so he decided to see her.

As Kise is getting closer to where Kinana and her friends are, he hears something that makes him stops.

Model 1: so though you made that girl left his place, Kise still doesn't give his total attention to you? Haha

Kinana: I know right? That girl, I'm sure she's one of Kise's plaything, if not, why would Kise keeps a plain looking girl in his place?

Kise's hands clenches tightly as he listen.

Kinana: I told her it's weird that Kise lives with a woman who's not his girlfriend... and she got mad at me, I mean I'm just stating the truth... aren't all man the same?

Kise walks closer to where the girls are hanging.

Model 2: so you cry and make Kise got mad at that girl?

Kinana: hahaha, three years of acting class has it owns merit... yeah, Kise didn't even let her speak...

Kise is so angry, at Kinana and at himself.

Kinana: and moreover that girl got in an accident recently and Kise been visiting him at the hospital... she's such a bother...

Kise: she never once a bother...

Kinana and the other models are surprised to hear Kise's voice and look his way.

Kinana: R-Ryouta cha- you're h-her-

Kise: yes I'm here... to end my mistake with you...

Kinana puts on her sad face and walks closer to Kise, grabbing his hand but he pulls his hand right away.

Kinana: Ryou chan-

Kise pulls his phone and shows the girls something that fright them. Kise took a video of how those girl talk in a bad way about an injured person.

Kise: Imagine... this video showing how you guys really are... what would people think about it huh?

Kinana and the other girls got scared of Kise's threat. Kise look down on Kinana and the girl's scared of his cold eyes.

Kise: dare to do anything weird and this video will go, boom...

With that Kise left the models and head to get his photo taken. During work, his head can't focus. He know the truth about what happens that day. And that made him feel worse.

He got mad at Y/N when she's actually the victim.

Kise: no wonder you got mad at me...

Kise remember her crying face again from that day.

Kise: Y/N...

After his done working, Kise spend no time to waste and heads to the hospital right away.

He notices that there are a lot of things that he doesn't know about Y/N, about how she hides the fact that his fan girls were hostile to her. And another fact that he just realize from himself is that he cares a lot about her, more than he think he did. It came after he thought he's gonna lose her.

■Y/N's POV■

I'm looking at the window, the sky was painted in a red and orange color.

Y/N: I should've ask mom to close the curtain before she left...

Mom left to get some change of clothes, I've been staying in this hospital for more than a week. They said I lost my memories because of a car accident.

I feel bad when I look at everyone around as I can remember them. Though the doctor said that I'll get them back, I still can't help but feel bad for forgetting the people who are kind to me.

Mother, father, Mrs. And Mr. Kise, Hyouka... and...

Y/N: Ryou san...

Ryou san always has a sad eyes when he sees me. Though he was smiling, I know that he is sad about something.

Y/N: I hope... I can remember soon...

The sky has become darker, mom hasn't return yet.

Y/N: should I ask the nurse to close the curta-

Just then the door is slides open. I look back and see Ryou san. He stares at me  panting and sweats roll down his face.

He looks exhausted...

Y/N: Ryou san... have you finish your work for the day?

Ryou san just nod and walk closer to the bed. When he comes even closer, I can't see his face as it's covered by his bang, he's looking down.

My hand moves on it's own and brush his bang to the side. His eyes widened, probably surprised by my sudden touch.

Y/N: a-ah I'm sorry...

I'm about to pull my hand away but Ryou san holds in in his hand. I look up and suddenly Ryou san sit on the bed and rest his head on my shoulder.

Y/N: Ryou san... a-are you okay? You look so tire-

Kise: sorry... I'm sweating a lot... I ran here...

Why are you running tho?

Y/N: why did you run?

My chest doesn't feel normal as it's thumping a little louder.

Kise: because I... want to see you... I miss you...

Dub dub

But... you were here this morning...

Y/N: Ryou san

Kise: I... miss you so much Y/N... there are a lot of things that I want to say to you... but... I'll wait until you remember about me...

His voice is trembling, he sounds sad. I too want to remember, I hope to remember soon.

I bring my hand to Ryou san's face, making him look at me. He looks like he's in pain as he stare at me.

Kise: Y/N...

Y/N: I too... wish to remember soon... so... Ryou san... please don't be sad...

I give him a smile and Ryou san leans in to my shoulder once more.

Kise: yes... please remember me... everything about me... and what I've done...

I want to remember soon...

That way...

Everyone would be happier right?

And Ryou san...

Won't have to put on a sad face...

When he sees me...